i had abandoned this blog for quite some time.

maybe, just maybe, i will update more often after i come back from my lovely holidays.

until then, cheers!!

well, there are a few things that i would like to voice out.

first, please do not compare me.
i am good at what i am good at.
and he/she is good at what he/she is good at.

whenever i am trying to put in more effort, you will call me into the room and say things that demotivates me.
for as long as my two months here, i hardly hear any words of encouragement from you.
sometimes, what we need is just a pat on the back for the work that we had done.
but i keep getting negative comments and feedbacks from you even when i had done things right or for the smallest things that no one would say it matters.

secondly, i listen because i respected you.
i kept quiet but it doesnt mean that i do not have a mind of my own.
i have opinions and ideas but who am i to speak a word or give suggestion to you.

i do the things that you wanted me to do.
and yet, you keep complaining.
yes, i admit that i make mistakes.
but i learn from my mistakes and trying to improve myself.

i really wish that i had made the right decision.
i learnt a lot of things here, but i will be disappointed if things were to continue like this.

should i or should i not stay?

i just need to know that i am making the right decision now.

the first event i had with S'factory, which is the Panasonic 1 Roadshow 2010.

Venue: Sunway Pyramid, Main Concourse
Date: 24th-28th March 2010
Time: 10am-10pm

that's all for today.

have a nice day,ppl..

so, it had been 5 months since i last blogged.

the reason for my disappearance:
lazy, tired, no time.. *excuses.

well, im not sure whether this had been a good year for me or not,
coz many things happened in just these three months time.

some are good, some are bad.
met new friends, found new environment.
at times im happy, at times im sad.
i gain and i lost.

but one thing for sure,
im learning new things everyday.

i know im not supposed to waste any more time.
it is time for me to concentrate on my career.
i want my each day to be a productive day.

so, i made a decision, which i think hopefully, is good for myself.
there are things that i have to give up, but no complains.

i love my life as it is now.

have a nice day, ppl.

cheers...